The pain is worst than death.
It's like living in a world of abyss.
Everyone blaming everything on you.
Not wanting to see the truth.
The suffering inside is bottomless.
It feels like no one can reach you.
but you won't give up you have faith...
You don't need direction.
Because you are strong.
The pain and hatred has disappeared.
A new light is shown.
It is your past, not your future.
Always remember you have hope...
I've finally realised the impact my life has on others.
I pay for my future with time.
I use the wealth of my soul.
My child looks up to me.
He looks to me for peace.
But he loves me for me.
Sure hate ruled my life long ago.
It probably still does today.
I will overcome my fears.
I will finally live for me.
It will be a new change.
I will be free from hate.
If not for myself or my future....
Then atleast for my child...
See the truth
through your eyes.
See the sorrow,
hate and your demise.
Can you notice
your own wrongs?
I have and felt
them for so long.
Your very voice
makes me ill.
Your touch makes
me want to kill.
When I see you
it is hard to say,
that I want you
to forever go way.
But I know deep
down in my heart,
that one spectacular
day we will part.
There is a child who must suffer. She must face the tortures of the world. Hunger and fear will make her body numb. Day by day she will sell herself for salvation. Every man who has abused her left their mark on her soul. The pain ate away at her essence. The people took away her dignity. Slowly she dies in her heart and mind. Her eyes close seeing nothing but emptiness. She dies alone.
We held hands on the last night on earth. Our mouths filled with dust, we kissed in the fields and under trees, screaming like dogs, bleeding dark into the leaves. It was empty on the edge of town but we knew everyone floated along the bottom of the river. So we walked through the waste where the road curved into the sea and the shattered seasons lay, and the bitter smell of burning was on you like a disease. In our cancer of passion you said, "Death is a midnight runner." The sky had come crashing down like the news of an intimate suicide. We picked up the shards and formed them into shapes of stars that wore like an antique wedding dress. T
As I watch you leave
my heart slows
and I can't breathe.
We just had a fight
with only verbal blows,
what a joyous night?
My tears slowly dry
as you exit my life.
I make a promise to no longer cry.
I will be free
away from this strife,
I will finally be me.
The life I live is hell.
I am stuck in a worthless shell.
My world has many gears,
that turn by the power of my fears.
Everyday there was nothing new.
Until the moment I met you.
Soaring through the sky was our love,
like a great flock of endless doves.
I never thought I'd hear my life sing,
or feel the joy that you bring.
I once was silent and cold,
then your warmth melted my soul.
I just wish this would only last.
Instead of you becoming my past.
I started a new day,
and everything became okay.
I am no longer in the abyss.
I float in the softness of your kiss.
Beauty unsurpassed
I read the words
Of a fellow artist
A different viewpoint
New words
I am inspired an enlightened
I aspire to be more like them
Their words bring me to tears
And I smile
After I'm through
I write my own knowing
I'm not alone
Tears blur the words
As my heart is bled
Onto the page
A bitter river of my emotion
I cannot sleep
My thougts consume
Twisting within my mind
As the dam breaks and floods my consciousness
For the world, no for me
My self-pity sickens me
My eyes release the waterfall
And my soul stains the pillow
The burning inside me
Doused by this nightly rain
The flames are quicly stayed
Before they engulf me
A sea so beautiful to me
but a pool of sewage to all others
I swim alone
Lost in this ocean
They see not the poetry in tears
And so as I swim
They drown
In an attempt to stay dry
Time it starts with one
Minute after minute
Hour after hour
Here we are once again
As our lives pass us by
Just killing time
Pigs flying, time dying
True as it is
Blind to see it
But we are the victims of a lost love
Just because of the times of our lives
We are the highest form of life
In time we belong
Dead though as we are
Floating through space
And time alike
Void of thought
Void of love
We are living
But not alive
This is not the place to be
Can't see where we're going
Blind with sight
Pitch black surrounding light
Watch it fly straight out the window
Over the city, rooftop by rooftop
As it flies by the pendul
The hurtful things you do
I hate you
All the times you've made me cry
I hate you
The pain you cause
The hateful words
The accusations and lies
I hate you
I hate you
I hate you
But deep in my heart, I know that I love you
Oh, how I hate to love you
Oh, how I hate to hate you
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